My Stalker – The Revelation


What is a stalker? A stalker is a follower or a kind of a shadow that always track, wherever you are and whatever you are up to. When it become an obsession or more likely an intruder, this can hurt you, cause you pain and eventually damage you as a person.

Mostly TV personalities have this kind of situation, being stalked. Actresses, models and the likes usually have the same angst and testimony about situation, motive, and behavior. If your thoughts are being track, would you still be considered this as stalking? Insane! 

Replica of me
Taken @ Greenbelt
Proudly confessed and shared this to everybody that I am being stalked. Before, I haven’t identified my stalker, until the right time and such circumstance leads me to recognized him.

I am just an ordinary woman, with no billboards (displayed typically at the side of EDSA probably seen by most commuters), movies (in-lined by most movie goers), fans (who asked for an autograph) and not even seen on TV or Media ever since.

I may not know Him, but He knows everything about me. So terrible and horrible, isn’t it? 

“I know when you sit down and when you rise up (Psalm 139:2). I am familiar with your ways (Psalm 139:3), even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matt 10:29-31). For you were made in my image (Genesis 1:27). In me you live and move and have your being (Acts 17:28), for you are my offspring (Acts 17:28).


I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5). I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12). You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book (Psalm 139:15-16). I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17:26). You were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), I knit you together in your mother's womb (Psalm 139:13), and brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71:6).


I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me (John 8:41-44). I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16) and it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1) Simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3:1) I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 7:11) for I am the perfect father (Matthew 5:48). Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1:17) For I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33)


My plan for your future has always been filled with hope (Jeremiah 29:11), because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3). My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore (Psalms 139:17-18). And I rejoice over you with singing (Zephaniah 3:17). I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40), for you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5). I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41).


And I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3). If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29). Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4). For it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2:13).


I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20), for I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17). I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4). When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18). As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40:11).


One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4). And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21:3-4). I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:23), for in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17:26) He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3). He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31), and to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19).


Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19). His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10). I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32). If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2:23), and nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39).


Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7). I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3:14-15). My question is, will you be my child? (John 1:12-13). I am waiting for you (Luke 15:11-32).”

After that revelation, I bow my head in minutes of silence; realizing and meditating. Until now, being stalked is never been as terrible as I could imagine. Especially if it is the Almighty Father who gave his beloved son Jesus, who became man (to be simply know about our human ways).

If we are suffering tribulation right now, may be in different forms – money, unreachable dreams, played plans, troubled by the shadow of the past, and the unguaranteed future, relationships getting colder, vanities, envy, serious sickness and many others. What should be the right way to avoid and eliminate these?

Never has been a day that I haven’t think about these kinds of tribulation, or maybe I haven’t thought about these but coincidentally just pop-up inside of my right, left and center brain that most of the time that you can’t just control it.

If there were those times that I felt empty and helpless about it…I JUST SIMPLY THINK AND CALL MY STALKER (even just for that single thought, I will be relieved)!!!

1 comment:

  1. NARCISSISSTIC PERSONALITY

    Symptoms

    Overreacts to criticism, becoming angry or humiliated
    Uses others to reach goals
    Exaggerates own importance
    Entertains unrealistic fantasies about achievements, power, beauty, intelligence or romance
    Has unreasonable expectation of favorable treatment
    Needs constant attention and positive reinforcement from others
    Is easily jealous

    VISIT: http://www.psychforums.com/narcissistic-personality/topic14021.html

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